Ok some people are going to be mad at me... and some already have been for a long time. Big B and I have mutually decided to try things again... after almost 5 complete days of being on the phone and talking and just trying to get things to work out, we decided to make absolutely sure that its something that we want or not. I am sure that I may be opening my self for a big fall... But what if he is the one?
Ok yeah I love this man... and yeah we have both hurt each other... So maybe we just really need to focus on us for a while and keep foreign forces and ideas from others out of it. Besides I want to make absolutely sure that this is or isn't the man for me... plus 3 years is a long time to just throw away...
So again we start a journey and hopefully this time it will work out for the best... if not then I know that I have tried everything and know that its not meant to be...
So I burn on...
Love Yall
Whiskey
