Well I haven't written in a while cause I wanted to get some kind of perspective as to what I want and what is happening. I am making candles again and Spiced Cranberry is what I have that is burning right now on my desk. Soy is great.. I love working with it and it basically sells itself. I don't think my company may ever get totally off the ground but I am making some for the holidays and everyone loves candles as gifts. So Kiss of Fire Candles is going to have to wait a bit to be started...



I saw my sister last Friday and we had a good visit. She actually came to me this time so that I didn't have to waste my time and energy going to her. Aurora is beautiful and is a blessing. I just wish that I could have such blessings. Shit I cannot even get a man that I have been with for 3 years to marry me, much less have him agree to want to have children... I am adding her pic here so that yall can see her.










Shelley plans on coming up again this Friday and I think I am gonna make Chicken Alfredo or something... we shall see.

I do have a lead on a job... although its not what I want to be doing and its for substatially less money than what I am being paid now... but its work. Where I live just to work is a blessing... So i may take this one... its one of the companies that is taking over for the company I work for now. But if something else comes up that I have applied to I will probably drop it like hot cakes and run to the other one so that I can feel more fulfilled.

So thats really where I have been... working and just playing my Sims online game and relaxing the best I can...

Its not all that good bt its not all that bad either...