I haven't posted in a while because my life has been turned upside down... My heart is broken and shattered and I am trying in vain to pick up the pieces.
I caught Brian in a lie about a week and a half ago. I had just gotten home from the first day of work at 1230am and was exhausted and I went straight to bed. I got up at about 11am that morning and Brian was already up and ready to go somewhere. He told me that he was going to go out and buy some new sandles before he couldn't anymore... and that he was going to go for a walk... ok at the time I was too tired to relise that it was almost 90 degrees outside at the time he told me that. So I said ok and I kissed him and told him that I loved him like normal and he went about his business. I wake up at like 130pm and Relise that he still wasn't back so I called him and he sent my call straight to voicemail... so I called again.. same thing.
I left a message and asked if everything was ok and if he was gonna come back home before work... So I got in the shower cause I had to get ready for work. I am in there when he calls back. I finish my shower and get out to get the phone and check the voicemail that he left me.
He basically said while stuttering the entire time... I went to look at shoes like I told you and that I went for a walk and stuck to the shaded parts.
OK... this is a man that NEVER goes out in the hot weather unless he has to. 75 and sunny is too hot for him.
I call him back and I asked if he found any sandles and he said no. I aksed what stores he went to... he said Meijers. I said to him that it took him 3 hours in that store to find out that they didn't have sandles? He said no I went for that walk too. I asked him when he ever wanted to go for a walk in weather over 75 degrees? Then he said he didn't want to talk about it... I said talk about what? I don't want to talk about it. I say well apparently we have some issue to talk about because you don't want to talk about it right now.
Then he told me that he went to his coworkers friends house and he kissed her... his co worker.
So needless to say he cheated on me. 3 months before our wedding... 1000 dollars already vested into it. He was given more than enough chances to say something. Just to fucking let me know that he wanted to wait or slow things down. But NO! He couldn't be a fucking man and tell me that he was going to leave me for someone he met 3 weeks ago. That he was throwing 4 years of my life away with it.
Thousands of things rushed into my mind. So he has been with her ever since he started that job that he stole from me. He was training to be her replacement. What makes it worse though is her name is Cherie mine is Sherry. She is also his best friend Kris' neice.
There is so much more that I want to say but I don't have time. I will write more soon.
big thanks goes out to TJ. THANKS So much for just talkin with me. I am ok. and I am going to be even better when I get my apartment set up.
I caught Brian in a lie about a week and a half ago. I had just gotten home from the first day of work at 1230am and was exhausted and I went straight to bed. I got up at about 11am that morning and Brian was already up and ready to go somewhere. He told me that he was going to go out and buy some new sandles before he couldn't anymore... and that he was going to go for a walk... ok at the time I was too tired to relise that it was almost 90 degrees outside at the time he told me that. So I said ok and I kissed him and told him that I loved him like normal and he went about his business. I wake up at like 130pm and Relise that he still wasn't back so I called him and he sent my call straight to voicemail... so I called again.. same thing.
I left a message and asked if everything was ok and if he was gonna come back home before work... So I got in the shower cause I had to get ready for work. I am in there when he calls back. I finish my shower and get out to get the phone and check the voicemail that he left me.
He basically said while stuttering the entire time... I went to look at shoes like I told you and that I went for a walk and stuck to the shaded parts.
OK... this is a man that NEVER goes out in the hot weather unless he has to. 75 and sunny is too hot for him.
I call him back and I asked if he found any sandles and he said no. I aksed what stores he went to... he said Meijers. I said to him that it took him 3 hours in that store to find out that they didn't have sandles? He said no I went for that walk too. I asked him when he ever wanted to go for a walk in weather over 75 degrees? Then he said he didn't want to talk about it... I said talk about what? I don't want to talk about it. I say well apparently we have some issue to talk about because you don't want to talk about it right now.
Then he told me that he went to his coworkers friends house and he kissed her... his co worker.
So needless to say he cheated on me. 3 months before our wedding... 1000 dollars already vested into it. He was given more than enough chances to say something. Just to fucking let me know that he wanted to wait or slow things down. But NO! He couldn't be a fucking man and tell me that he was going to leave me for someone he met 3 weeks ago. That he was throwing 4 years of my life away with it.
Thousands of things rushed into my mind. So he has been with her ever since he started that job that he stole from me. He was training to be her replacement. What makes it worse though is her name is Cherie mine is Sherry. She is also his best friend Kris' neice.
There is so much more that I want to say but I don't have time. I will write more soon.
big thanks goes out to TJ. THANKS So much for just talkin with me. I am ok. and I am going to be even better when I get my apartment set up.
