Ok so I have decided to stay here on this blog. I have found not only through therapy but also through my friends that they hate to see this blog go and that I am and always will be apart of my past. Accepting that makes me a better person. Stonger and wiser...

So here I stay. Just a tweek here and there to make it comfortable once again to write in. Like when you buy a new comfy chair and you go to bring it home and sit in it for a while for your butt to make a mark... lol

So here I am. Here to stay. I am happy about this cause I love this design that Mija made...


Lately I have been having issues with sleeping... I just started my new schedule and am working 1st shift which consists of hours from 8am - 4pm... so thats not that bad. Well when I was 2nd shift I had lots of chances to be able to sleep in and get as much sleep as I needed. Well... thats the problem, I forgot that... "I like the night life baby!"

Ok so I am sitting here for the 2nd night in a row and trying to teach my body to sleep at a normal schedule that doesn't require me to sleep in till 1230pm if I have to. Oh... and its now 1230am again and I am still awake...

I have tried everything short of getting a hooker and doing the bad bad till I am blue in the face... really I doubt that would help. Although I guess if I had a regular person to sleep with or you know what I am saying...

I am sitting here with a small bottle of Southern Comfort and hoping that thet suggestion from a good friend will do the trick... I do love the comfort and the warmth of a few shots. I am also in my black jammies and my black striped work out yoga pants so I am comfy. Listening to some good music just waiting to get even the least bit sleepy.

My same friend that suggested my favorite shot... we just started talking again. It's such a relief to get back to where things were. A lot of things went down but I am glad that I have him still as a very close friend... Hopefully he will stay this way for a very long time to come... So far about the SoCo he was right. I am starting to get sleepy so I think I will call him and tell him that I am passing out now because of him... lol I am sure he will laugh at me when I tell him I have had less than 2 shots... :)~

Night Yall~


~Whiskey~