I just want to let whoever it was know... you're not alone in trying your hardest and still not feeling good enough. Your secret now hangs in a frame in my room. Thank you for sharing not only your secret but also my secret. It feels good to know that I'm not alone.
You know its just like this too... Lately at work its been me trying my hardest not to step on toes, doing my job plus others and not bitching about it... I took a new position because what the job was.. was something that I knew that not only would I enjoy... but its something that I knew I could do because of my background so far in the mental health field that I have already done...
So I finally get the position and its nothing of what it was supposed to be. The schedule changed, my days off changed, what I am doing with the clients changed... and I feel as if I am not the scape goat for everything that goes wrong there. Not to mention all the disrespect and bs that I get from the residents...
THIS WAS NOT THE JOB I APPLIED FOR!!!
So now I have a meeting scheduled for Thursday when I return to work from my 2 days off... and I am sure I will be written up or worse for just doing my job... Doing the best that I can do...
I guess best is just not GOOD ENOUGH!
