Ok so my day didn not turn out so bad after all. I got to work and my boss had arranged for me to be able to take the night off and spend it with my boys. I got really nice cards from Brian's Grandma and Aunts. I cried when I opened them. I guess the messages, which they pick out because of what they say, really got to me. It's the first birthday in a long time that most people didn't forget. Bob, Shell's bf, 2 wayed me last night after I got home and said Happy Birthday. It was nice but wasn't expected. It was a good surprise. He also told me that my mom asked Shelley to get a card for me while she was at the store. I guess all it took was me to break the ice after all these years. I finally had the balls to say something because I am usually the one that goes with the flow. Oh well off to start my day.....

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