"There's gotta be more to life...Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me. Cause the more that I'm...Tripping out thinking there must be more to life. Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more."
I am sooo sick of waiting for everyone else to fall in line. Sick of waiting for Brian to say that he loves me enough to want to be with me for the rest of his life. Sick of him not wanting to know or even plan for what will happen when we lose our jobs. Sick that he was the man that told me that he wanted to get married and have a family. Sick that I was stupid enough to fall for that Bullshit. Sick of the fact that I hand him my check so that he can pay our bills and run my life. Sick of his parents making me feel uncomfortable because he is the one that cannot make right money decisions. Making me feel like I don't pull my weight in the relationship financially. I am sick of Brian running to them when he majorly fucks something up. I am so sick of everyone else in the world so easily getting everything that I have been working so hard for my whole life. I am sick of waiting on everyone elses feelings and tip toeing around how I really feel. Sharee isn't allowed to have feelings. Sharee isn't allowed to make decisions in her business life that will upset people. Sharee isn't allowed to have nice things because we as a couple cannot afford anything. Sharee isn't allowed to get a new(er) car because she cannot Fucking afford it because she is paying everything she has towards a relationship that will never work.
I am tired of being fucked over, stepped on, used, abused and then completely ignored. Fuck everyone and the ass that they rode in on.
If you have been offended or have anything to say about that, STICK IT UP YOUR FUCKING ASS AND FEEL FOR ONCE HOW IT IS TO BE FUCKED ROYALLY! I AM FUCKIN DONE!!!!!
Whiskey
I am sooo sick of waiting for everyone else to fall in line. Sick of waiting for Brian to say that he loves me enough to want to be with me for the rest of his life. Sick of him not wanting to know or even plan for what will happen when we lose our jobs. Sick that he was the man that told me that he wanted to get married and have a family. Sick that I was stupid enough to fall for that Bullshit. Sick of the fact that I hand him my check so that he can pay our bills and run my life. Sick of his parents making me feel uncomfortable because he is the one that cannot make right money decisions. Making me feel like I don't pull my weight in the relationship financially. I am sick of Brian running to them when he majorly fucks something up. I am so sick of everyone else in the world so easily getting everything that I have been working so hard for my whole life. I am sick of waiting on everyone elses feelings and tip toeing around how I really feel. Sharee isn't allowed to have feelings. Sharee isn't allowed to make decisions in her business life that will upset people. Sharee isn't allowed to have nice things because we as a couple cannot afford anything. Sharee isn't allowed to get a new(er) car because she cannot Fucking afford it because she is paying everything she has towards a relationship that will never work.
I am tired of being fucked over, stepped on, used, abused and then completely ignored. Fuck everyone and the ass that they rode in on.
If you have been offended or have anything to say about that, STICK IT UP YOUR FUCKING ASS AND FEEL FOR ONCE HOW IT IS TO BE FUCKED ROYALLY! I AM FUCKIN DONE!!!!!
Whiskey
