I called my parents house today to see if they would get together with me to discuss their part, if any, in my wedding. I shook the entire time on the phone while I was talking. My mom said that Friday at 330pm is fine and I guess we are gonna go to dinner or something.

The fact that they are agreeing to get together with me to even go to dinner, much less talk to me, is in and of itself extraordinary... I AM SO SCARED!

So I will be there at my parents house at 330pm Friday to see where things go. I guess the worst thing they could say is that they don't want to have anything at all to do with the wedding, and they don't wish to contribute. Since my sister told them why we wanted to get together with them... I am sure that they want to at least be invited. Either way I have a back up person to walk me down the aisle if I need her. I called my Gram to see what she said about us getting married... she said she would as long as my dad said that he wouldn't.

Still feeling uneasy about the whole thing... I will get through this and it too shall pass...