I have been dealing with quite a bit since I Last posted. Lets go for the good things first.

I found a dress that I like. here it is .... http://www.ginnis.com/cgi-bin/description.asp?dress=G054ft.jpg I plan on doing a few things to make it fit with our wedding theme. Like in the front it has criss crossing ribbon on the bodice. I want to make that a hunter green as well as the lacing in the back. I also want that green. Then it will match my girls dress.

So I am excited. I ordered it and got measured and I tell ya... those shops really have small sizes I tell ya. A really tiny girl was in the shop when I went in and I know she wasn't more than a size 4 ok... she had to order a size 12 dress. So they run small. Isn't that wrong? And whats up with us plus size girls having to pay extra for just the size we are. I mean we have to do alterations anyway right? Oh well... Size 12 is plus sze lol. So I wasn't the only one lol

Another good thing is that I will be an aunt again. Brian's sister is pregnant. I am excited for them but its a double edged sword. I don't want to sound selfish but that means that she is going to want to have her shower and everything around the time that we are getting married. So I guess what I am saying is that it is something that is going to steal my thunder. Don't get me wrong I really am happy that they are having a child... it's just really shitty timing. I don't want to be walking down the aisle and someone asking her how far along she is... or taking attention from our day. His mom already forgot about the tasting that we had to go to on Sunday. Brian was upset about that. So we are talking about waiting to get married till next year so that we are not having to compete with other things that are going on. We still have to talk about that. We have alot of money into this already... I donno. All I know is that I don't want to have to compete for my day.

So I know I am a evil selfish bitch...

Oh well I guess.


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