I know most of you are worried and wondering where I have been. I have just been layin low and tryin to take life as it comes. Some things are clearer than what they were in the last post. There has been alot of things that have happened since I last posted about playing ball with GOD. Oh and my Chunky Monkey.

I am still trying to sort things out in my head and get things in order to make a decsion. In the process of waiting and sorting I have found a good job, that pays pretty well considering that its in the same field I just wanted to get out of. I was kind of jaded after leaving my last job because the patients just weren't being taken care of the way there were supposed to be. I don't think more than like 8 people in 20 years ever graduated from our program. I am surprised that their families didn't sue the Community Mental Health because they didn't do the job that our program was supposed to do.

So I am working now for a place that does exactly what they say they are going to. The rehabilitate people with mental illness and they go on to lead healthy and full lives. I checked out their website before my interview and OMG I was soooo inspired.

They have about 40 acres of land and everything is right there. All the houses and they have their own school and media center. It's amazing! They even have a barn full of animals and a green house for the people to have something to do and feel good about. I am impressed to say the very least!

So that is a great place to start trying to get my mind off of things and workin things out...

Although many other things in my life are rearin their ugly heads. Like friends that steal friends. Friends that Fuck best friends and evil shit like that... well I won't get into it right now but there will be a pissed off post about that later.... SCREAMS ::: YAY A RANT :::