I have been more than civil to you and adult about this... You are so lucky that I am not someone else... That I loved you enough to let you go. You never let me walk out on you all those times because you are a selfish asshole.

I was the only one trying in our relationship to change. You never were the problem...??? Bullshit.

You should feel bad Brian! You should be the one having to go to counceling. NOT ME!

Straight up you fucked with my life. You let someone walk into our lives and completely take everything that you and I have built the last four years... IN JUST 3 WEEKS.

You have no regard for anything of mine because you took anything that truly mattered. My heart, my trust in anyone including myself, my self worth.

The only attitude that I exude from me is the fact that I am more than angry... If you don't understand that... because apparently thats all I did was cheat on you... then you really never were in it in the first place. You never wanted us to work thats why you gave up so quickly.

I worked my ass off Brian for six fucking months just to find the job that you met Cherie at. Then you cheated on me. WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL? Relieved? Thankful? Because some woman walked into our lives and decided that she was going to try anything, say anything to get you in her bed, to get you from me, to whisper promises of the future so great that they are more than you and I can ever attain? The fact that you were so weak minded and disrespectful of me and my wishes and the love that I had given you, that you went ahead and while I slept talked to her on the phone to plan your deception. I even answered it when it was her and handed you the phone when you had just gotten out of the shower... I gave you to her on a silver platter.

But It doesn't have anything to do with her??? then why are you already starting a life with her? Why is it so easy for you to blame all your fucked up problems on me and so easy just to walk away from me, our lives and our cats, our home, our plans and our future?


I NEVER NEVER NEVER TOUCHED, KISSED, MADE LOVE TO ANYONE BUT YOU IN THE LAST 4 YEARS. I GAVE MY ALL TO YOU. I GAVE FULLY OF MYSELF. And all you could do was cheat on me and throw me to the trash the very first chance you got.

You can believe what you want... but Rochelle, Shawn, my sister and anyone else that is close to me will tell you... I would have told someone.

I WOULD HAVE LEFT BEFORE ANYTHING EVER HAPPENED!!! I WOULD NEVER HAVE AGREED TO MARRY YOU... IF THERE WERE EVER SOMEONE ELSE!

IF YOUR PARENTS OR FAMILY HAD PULLED ME ASIDE AND SAID"SHERRY BRIAN ISN'T HAPPY!!" I WOULD HAVE LEFT YOU.

I told you that I would leave you before you would have to choose between your family and me. I would have walked out...

I listened to everything you said...You are soooo cold. "I've given up. Sorry it didn't work out." What the fuck is that bullshit?"

"I have been too honest with you or youwould not know what you do in the first place" What I do???

YOU were never honest with me. Everything you told me, everytime that you whispered in my ear that you loved me, or held me, was a fucking lie. And you expect me to just walk away and be perfectly ok just because you let me have stuff that should have been my right in the first place.

Sorry to say pal life isn't just that cut and dry. I am glad though, that it is for you.

Answer all my questions... and I will walk away. But you will know how you have destroyed me. You already know you have. You make me feel like trash. I know you laugh about it because the last time I asked you anything... you giggled.

I asked you... to take care of the candle situation. YOU, not your mother your brother or the ass down the street. YOU. Because YOU know what is mine and what was bought. Photos... I had a shoe box full of photos that are missing... the blender that you don't need because you have one on your mixer, my cd's, my computer games, like sims and all that. Its all in your stuff. DO you want your staff thingy that was behind the computer desk, left over books, and dolphin shit, clothes, othe misc stuff that you left behind to torture my soul further?

I want my life back. I want the answers... I want to be able to be happy again... Thats all I want...

If thats not adult and civil then I am sorry... But then you tell me what I am supposed to feel, do, want. You have no idea, what you have done to me. What hurts the most... is that you and I were so close you walking away and not letting me say what I needed to. You threw me away.

You don't care.


If I had the photos I would give them to you, I do not I have gone through everything again they are not there, have you checked the hall closet? The blender is mine my grandma specifically said to make sure I got it. I did leave your few computer games there we never could find all the sims disks remember. The candle stuff I will drop off sometime this week

What questions? And you were caught several times online counts meeting some guy downsate for a date saying that you love him, when supposed to be seeing Rochelle or Barb counts. Flirting with guys online then saying you can't wait to see them at school counts.

I tried to get things to change YOLU NEVER LISTENED and still don't nothing ever registers with you. In my heart for a long time we had no plans and no future. I do care but you have said the same things over an over and I cannot make things any better by letting you yell at me.