Brian and I decided the other day that it was time to make something happen... We have been talking a lot about the future and he says that he cannot have a future that didn't include me in a major role. I asked him what that role was and said that it better not be like a sister... lol Needless to say I got a beatin... cause I am a brat.
We went to look for rings and we ordered the ones we liked and are officially now engaged again.
It's so funny that it took this long and a move away from the people and places that were effecting us, to get him to love me enough, or to decide that the timing was right to finally get married.
Well of course my diamonds aren't as big as the picture but they can be and that's what's really great about the store that we bought them from. When you want something bigger they put the amount of money that spent on the ring you have and you can trade it in to pay the difference of that and your new ring. Plus, if anything happens to your ring... they replace it. Isn't that awesome? So mine is a half carat to start out with. I was gonna get the full but decided that I wanted Brian to have his ring already and what not so that we didn't have to worry about it later. So he got his and I got mine and hopefully they will be in this week.
I AM SO EXCITED!
The only thing is.. We haven't told our parents yet. I know. I know they are supposed to be the first ones to know but we are waiting to tell his parents till we get the rings this week. My situation with my parents is a hard one. I am not sure if I want them to even take part... I have to think on that one. Who is to say that they even would want to, and if they didn't I don't know if I can go through that.
I really would like my dad to walk me down the aisle but I donno... its hard! gotta think about it.
But other than that I am really happy for once in my life!
Whiskey
We went to look for rings and we ordered the ones we liked and are officially now engaged again.
It's so funny that it took this long and a move away from the people and places that were effecting us, to get him to love me enough, or to decide that the timing was right to finally get married.
Well of course my diamonds aren't as big as the picture but they can be and that's what's really great about the store that we bought them from. When you want something bigger they put the amount of money that spent on the ring you have and you can trade it in to pay the difference of that and your new ring. Plus, if anything happens to your ring... they replace it. Isn't that awesome? So mine is a half carat to start out with. I was gonna get the full but decided that I wanted Brian to have his ring already and what not so that we didn't have to worry about it later. So he got his and I got mine and hopefully they will be in this week.
I AM SO EXCITED!
The only thing is.. We haven't told our parents yet. I know. I know they are supposed to be the first ones to know but we are waiting to tell his parents till we get the rings this week. My situation with my parents is a hard one. I am not sure if I want them to even take part... I have to think on that one. Who is to say that they even would want to, and if they didn't I don't know if I can go through that.
I really would like my dad to walk me down the aisle but I donno... its hard! gotta think about it.
But other than that I am really happy for once in my life!
Whiskey
