Ok I really think I am going insane. I am at the end of my uemployment and still I don't have a job. It's not from the lack of trying either. I have put apps in everywhere from Starbuck's to receptionist jobs. Still nothing. Michigan is so sucking right now for jobs. I have never had to wait this long to find something.
Other things... The Bridesmaid dresses have now been ordered and I am experiencing a feeling of relief. There are still a few things about all of it that piss me off but I am just gonna ignore them till the end of the wedding. I found these really cute invitations at WalMart for $20 a pack. They include the invites all the envelopes for those, reply cards and envelopes for those, thank you cards and envelopes for those and those cute foil seal stickers you put on the back. You print them up yourself but since its saving me about $100 dollars doing it myself, I say hell yeah!
I got my girls their gifts... I am thinkin on getting something else when I get a job but just something small. I still haven't heard from my parents about what they are willing and unwilling to do. Matter of fact, I haven't heard anything from them at all about anything. I wrote them a letter last week asking them to make sure that I wasn't missing anyone on the guest list, asked if they were going to contribute finacialy, and also asked if they were going to need a hotel room reserved for the wedding OH and that Brian and I want them to meet Brian's parents soon. All of those things are pretty standard to ask before the wedding. Shit, it's only like 4 months and 8 days till my wedding date. They still haven't met his parents!!!!
So I am kind of freaking out about things. Evertime I make a decision about the wedding or talk to Brian about any of the details he kind of yells at me. He says why are you changing that. I thought we were doing it this way? I am only trying to bounce idea off of him to try to cut costs where we can. It just seems that he doesn't really want to be involved. But then when I make a decision he critizises it and is like well you said this or "that doesn't make any sense" I am really sick of that.
Other things... The Bridesmaid dresses have now been ordered and I am experiencing a feeling of relief. There are still a few things about all of it that piss me off but I am just gonna ignore them till the end of the wedding. I found these really cute invitations at WalMart for $20 a pack. They include the invites all the envelopes for those, reply cards and envelopes for those, thank you cards and envelopes for those and those cute foil seal stickers you put on the back. You print them up yourself but since its saving me about $100 dollars doing it myself, I say hell yeah!
I got my girls their gifts... I am thinkin on getting something else when I get a job but just something small. I still haven't heard from my parents about what they are willing and unwilling to do. Matter of fact, I haven't heard anything from them at all about anything. I wrote them a letter last week asking them to make sure that I wasn't missing anyone on the guest list, asked if they were going to contribute finacialy, and also asked if they were going to need a hotel room reserved for the wedding OH and that Brian and I want them to meet Brian's parents soon. All of those things are pretty standard to ask before the wedding. Shit, it's only like 4 months and 8 days till my wedding date. They still haven't met his parents!!!!
So I am kind of freaking out about things. Evertime I make a decision about the wedding or talk to Brian about any of the details he kind of yells at me. He says why are you changing that. I thought we were doing it this way? I am only trying to bounce idea off of him to try to cut costs where we can. It just seems that he doesn't really want to be involved. But then when I make a decision he critizises it and is like well you said this or "that doesn't make any sense" I am really sick of that.
