So here I am today... 25 years old, finally coming out of my awkward stage in life and able to cope with long time scars that faith and alot of soul searching has cured. I come out of it and just as I am about to be truly happy, I think, God has done it AGAIN!
We are playing dodge ball and I am on the wall and I am the only one left in my camp. But instead of rubber balls like in gym... they are real dead ringer balls of fire. He's looking real mean and I am giving him my best poker face and fake out move... I am sweating cause I know at any minute he is gonna throw one more curve ball and I am gonna have to either submit or dodge yet another something that will possibly make my heart happy.
Temptation my friends!!! That is the name of the sin in which I am trying to dodge. And then not so hard am I trying.
Now I am not talking about ice cream sandwiches or a whole tub of Mackinac Island Fudge Ice Cream... no cause I have already finished those bitches off.... I am started on the Chunky Monkey from Ben and Jerry's... Its a lil fruity like me. A little nuts like me. We have soo much in common yet I am stuck in the cross road between it and just plain chocolate.
I love chocolate!!!! Don't get me wrong, I really do. It's just that God Has thrown a Chunky Monkey at me and I am soooo confused and really only have a little bit of time to make a final decision. They will both melt under the heat and go bad.
GOD I LOVE YOU!!! But why now? Why after I have made huge steps. I prayed for so long for some icecream like Chunky Monkey for most of my life. Why couldn't you have given me a better chance at this before I loved Chocolate. Uh the world will never know....
We are playing dodge ball and I am on the wall and I am the only one left in my camp. But instead of rubber balls like in gym... they are real dead ringer balls of fire. He's looking real mean and I am giving him my best poker face and fake out move... I am sweating cause I know at any minute he is gonna throw one more curve ball and I am gonna have to either submit or dodge yet another something that will possibly make my heart happy.
Temptation my friends!!! That is the name of the sin in which I am trying to dodge. And then not so hard am I trying.
Now I am not talking about ice cream sandwiches or a whole tub of Mackinac Island Fudge Ice Cream... no cause I have already finished those bitches off.... I am started on the Chunky Monkey from Ben and Jerry's... Its a lil fruity like me. A little nuts like me. We have soo much in common yet I am stuck in the cross road between it and just plain chocolate.
I love chocolate!!!! Don't get me wrong, I really do. It's just that God Has thrown a Chunky Monkey at me and I am soooo confused and really only have a little bit of time to make a final decision. They will both melt under the heat and go bad.
GOD I LOVE YOU!!! But why now? Why after I have made huge steps. I prayed for so long for some icecream like Chunky Monkey for most of my life. Why couldn't you have given me a better chance at this before I loved Chocolate. Uh the world will never know....
