20 years ago I....
1. I was 5 Years old
2. was starting to be a surrogate mother to my sister
3. was ignorant to the verbal abuse that my parents reigned on me
4. thought my parents walked on water
10 years ago I....
1. was 15 Years old
2. started to bud into an independant woman my mother hated
3. was lonely
4. worked full time and went to school
5 years ago I....
1. was falling in love with an asshole
2. tried finding out who i really was
3. began having the desire to run..anywhere..ditch it all and go
4. contemplated suicide
5. lost a wonderful friend
4 years ago I....
1. met my true love, soul mate
2. was adopted and made welcome into an actual "family"
3. started becoming the person I knew I always was
4. learned my dad allowed a redhead to tear our family apart
5. Finally understood why I was a surrogate mother to my sister 20 years ago
6. My life made a little more sense. It wasn't my fault anymore
1 year ago I....
1. worked and thought I had job security
2. found out quickly that my job wasn't secure
3. thought I was going to lose my soulmate
So far this past year, I....
1. have discovered parts of me long hidden.
2. became engaged and set a wedding date with soulmate
3. learned to set and keep boundries
4. found a church that soulmate and I agree on
5. moved to a better area closer to our "family"
6. Forgave my parents... whether they asked for it or not
Yesterday I....
1. worried about how to afford a DJ
2. perfect DJ found me and is affordable
3. missed my bestest friend
Today I....
1. held my soulmate close to me
2. got spanked ***HARD*** I was a brat! it was deserved lol
3. prayed for many of my family and friends
4. prayed to find a good job again
Tomorrow I will....
1. adore my kitties and soon to be husband more
2. enjoy the day I have been given
3. hug someone I care about
In the next year I will....
1. find an awesome job
2. become a mother... in some way
3. grow to not let anyone take advantage of me
4. ALLOW MYSELF TO BE HAPPY
5 Be a wonderful wife
1. I was 5 Years old
2. was starting to be a surrogate mother to my sister
3. was ignorant to the verbal abuse that my parents reigned on me
4. thought my parents walked on water
10 years ago I....
1. was 15 Years old
2. started to bud into an independant woman my mother hated
3. was lonely
4. worked full time and went to school
5 years ago I....
1. was falling in love with an asshole
2. tried finding out who i really was
3. began having the desire to run..anywhere..ditch it all and go
4. contemplated suicide
5. lost a wonderful friend
4 years ago I....
1. met my true love, soul mate
2. was adopted and made welcome into an actual "family"
3. started becoming the person I knew I always was
4. learned my dad allowed a redhead to tear our family apart
5. Finally understood why I was a surrogate mother to my sister 20 years ago
6. My life made a little more sense. It wasn't my fault anymore
1 year ago I....
1. worked and thought I had job security
2. found out quickly that my job wasn't secure
3. thought I was going to lose my soulmate
So far this past year, I....
1. have discovered parts of me long hidden.
2. became engaged and set a wedding date with soulmate
3. learned to set and keep boundries
4. found a church that soulmate and I agree on
5. moved to a better area closer to our "family"
6. Forgave my parents... whether they asked for it or not
Yesterday I....
1. worried about how to afford a DJ
2. perfect DJ found me and is affordable
3. missed my bestest friend
Today I....
1. held my soulmate close to me
2. got spanked ***HARD*** I was a brat! it was deserved lol
3. prayed for many of my family and friends
4. prayed to find a good job again
Tomorrow I will....
1. adore my kitties and soon to be husband more
2. enjoy the day I have been given
3. hug someone I care about
In the next year I will....
1. find an awesome job
2. become a mother... in some way
3. grow to not let anyone take advantage of me
4. ALLOW MYSELF TO BE HAPPY
5 Be a wonderful wife
