I am tryin to lose some weight before the wedding. I mean Brian loves me as I am but I just want to actually start feeling better. I am depressed about my job situation. So Being stuck in the apartment with nothing to do... is even more depressing so besides tryin to find a job what else is there to do but sleep or veg. Gas Prices are so unreal right now so takin the bike to the park is out of the question. I tried to get Brian to just go to the dollar store with me the other day but since he is depressed too because we both lost our jobs at the same time... he is trying to stay busy by playing his games to kingdom come. Which leaves me alone and more depressed. We are supposed to have a gym in our apartment complex so I am gonna check that out this week too. I just need to get moving. I only have 6 months left to feel like I want to on my day...

About the job thing... I interviewed for a job today and I think I did well... Hopefully I will get called back. So keep your fingers crossed.

Bad news is that when I went to go to it I go into my car and it wouldn't start. So here we go again with tryin to fix it. Its got to be the battery again. Which I just replaced. I will get it runnin though.